You remember everything. EVERYTHING.
Your toxic trait is keeping a mental spreadsheet of every favor, every slight, every unanswered text, every time you showed up and they didn't. You don't forget and you definitely don't forgive — you just file it away for future reference. Your memory is terrifyingly good when it comes to receipts. You know exactly how many times you've initiated plans vs them. You know who paid last. You know who said what in 2019. Relationships aren't games but if they were... you'd be winning.
Get your read — free on iPhoneyou forgive people out loud and keep a detailed record in your head. nobody's debt is ever fully paid.