You watched the second half from the kitchen doorway.
You've watched most of this match from behind the sofa, the kitchen doorway, and a hallway you claimed was 'on the way' to somewhere. You have a route now. There's a worn patch forming. Sitting still while something matters is physically unavailable to you — the body simply files a motion to leave, and the motion always passes. The Eye has tracked your mileage outside matchdays too: you pace on phone calls, orbit the kitchen island while waiting for news, take 'a quick walk' that is neither quick nor optional whenever a decision is pending. Your body decided long ago that anxiety is cardio, and honestly, the cardiovascular results speak for themselves. But the Eye sees what the motion is actually doing: it's how you hold what the moment is doing to you. Standing still would mean letting the tension land at full weight, all at once, in one place — so you distribute it across the floorplan instead, a few kilos per lap. The room finds it funny. The room also checks the doorway when things get tense, because if you've stopped pacing, something is genuinely wrong.
Get your read — free on iPhonethe pacing isn't restlessness. standing still would let the moment land at full weight.