Idealism that got tired and kept going.
You clocked out of caring years ago and keep showing up anyway. Tired, professional, allergic to nonsense — you do the right thing not because it's inspiring but because it's simply the job and someone competent has to. You'll work the overtime, protect the rookie, and complain the entire time you're saving them. The Eye sees through the fatigue: cynicism this reliable is just idealism that got tired of being disappointed and decided to keep going.
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