Earned everything twice.
You were handed nothing and took it as a challenge. Everything you have you earned twice — once to get it, once to prove you deserved it to people who never planned to admit you did. Spite is a renewable resource for you; you run on the memory of every door held shut. The Eye sees the fuel: the chip on your shoulder is load-bearing. You're afraid that if you ever forgave them, you'd stop.
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