You don't feel jealous. You just notice everything, all the time, forever.
You'd never call it jealousy. You call it being observant. But you reread the text. You clock who liked the post first. You know who follows whom and exactly why. The green doesn't hit you as a wave — it hits as data, and you collect it until you have a case. The problem isn't that you notice; everyone notices. The problem is you can't put it down, and the people you love can feel the radar humming even when you say nothing. Surveillance isn't closeness, even when it feels like it.
Get your read — free on iPhoneyou don't get jealous, you build a case. and you can't put the case down even when you've already won.