You'd rather grab the whole bill than feel like you owe anyone.
Money, for you, is love you can hand someone. You're the one who grabs the check before anyone reaches, sends the 'this made me think of you' gift, covers the friend who's short and waves off the Venmo request. It feels good — being the person who provides, who never makes anyone feel small over a number. But underneath the generosity is a quieter math: as long as you're the one giving, you never have to be the one who needs. Receiving feels like exposure. So you keep the scale tipped your way, paying so you never owe, giving so you're never the one being carried. Your friends adore you for it. They just don't always notice you've made yourself impossible to take care of.
Get your read — free on iPhoneyou pay for everyone because being the one who gives means never being the one who owes. and owing, to you, feels like