You're writing fan fiction about your own life.
You are GONE. Fully departed from romantic reality. And honestly? You're thriving in the fantasy. In your head, you've already met your soulmate (you just haven't been formally introduced). Every person who ghosts you was intimidated by your energy. Every failed relationship was the universe 'redirecting' you. You don't lower your standards — you raise the CEILING. Are your expectations realistic? Absolutely not. Do you care? Also absolutely not. You believe the universe owes you an epic love story and you will NOT accept anything less. The beautiful thing about your level of delusion is that it's actually a superpower — people who refuse to settle often get exactly what they want. The dangerous thing is that delusion has a shelf life, and reality always collects.
Get your read — free on iPhoneyour delusions protect you from a world that hasn't loved you the way you love it. and that takes more courage than anyone gives you credit for.