You want love more than anything. And you sabotage it every time.
You are a walking contradiction. You crave deep connection AND run from it. You want someone to stay AND push them away to test it. You feel abandoned when they're distant AND suffocated when they're close. Your relationships look like a push-pull cycle that exhausts everyone, including you. This usually comes from early experiences where love and pain got wired together — so now your brain literally can't tell the difference. You're not broken. You're just running two conflicting programs at once. The work is learning which one to trust.
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